Walls
Walls.. should be hard, rough to the
touch. Not soft and smooth, like the walls that surrounded her
were.
She didn't know why she was in this place. Or who had brought her
here. Or why. She knew nothing about nothing, and that was
everything she knew. That was probably why she couldn't think
properly.
She laid down on the floor, noticing that it was comfortable
enough to pass as a mattress. When it should have been cold and
uncomfortable. She sat up, disturbed by this odd comfortability
that was everywhere, looking around her. All she could see was
plain, bright whiteness. No other colours. She looked down at
herself, seeing that she was dressed in dazzling white gown, that
her skin was as pale as milk. Her nails, cut short, were painted
white as well. She didn't have any hair, not even eyelashes or
eyebrows. There were no mirrors to see her eyes from. Her veins
could be seen from under her skin, but only as thin, colourless
lines. She wasn't sure if it was because her skin had been
painted too or if there wasn't any blood to run in them.
It was making her crazy. This whiteness. This softness. This
silence. Yes silence too since she hadn't heard her own voice
when she had shrieked. She wanted to change it all, shatter this
choking silence, hit herself against something hard, taint that
whiteness with the bright red of her own blood. But she couldn't.
You couldn't hurt yourself in a padded cell. You couldn't draw
blood with no sharp things around. You couldn't get your voice
heard in a soundproof room.
And when insane, it's hard to know what's really happening around
you.